You Choose

Who will you follow? Where are you leading those that follow you? Do you do as they do? according to the world's order? or do you do as Jesus Christ do? according to the order of God the Father? The word of God tells us that his way is not the worlds way, neither is the worlds way his way. The ruler of darkness is the ruler over this world. Everyday the gates f Hell gets wider and wider, many enter into them by forsaking the word of God. By spreading truth I can't expect to have many friends in this world, even my love one's have turned away, but I'll forsake all for the love of God and my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.  Where I'll spend eternity is what really matters. I'm heaven bound, how about you?

What About You?

As mature men and women can you say that you have a child that is hard headed, stiff neck, and rebellious? always rejecting what ever positive values you attempt to instill in them it deeply disturbs one's soul. The bible says honor mother and father so your days may be long upon the earth, parents provoke not your child to raft. The bible warns us of such a generation  that will reject sound doctrine and go there own way, being rude and blasterous, defiling good for evil. None of us wants to see this spirit manifested in those we love and care for, but never the less it does exsist in our families and in our homes, Perhaps I may not be able to save my own, but I can turn it over to God and shake off the dust  as he instructs me to do,and  allow God to use me to share his truth with those that are willing to listen and receive his gospel. We need to pray for one another and mainly for our lost generation.

Could You Love Me?

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me?

If I could do nothing for myself and nothing for you, could you love and respect me? or would you say why me? and why not another care for her?

If I were standing outside in the cold and in the rain, would you care enough to be there for me? or would I be just somewhere down the line along your list of priorities? and you'll get to me when you see fit?

If I had nothing to offer to enrich your preferred way of life, could you love and respect me or would you view me as a hindrance, and a burden?

If I were lost of mobility and stability could you love and respect me? or would my life be excluded?

If I were only thinking of myself and unwilling to set matters of my own life aside so that your life might be maximized, could you love and respect me? or do you only love how I benefit your life?

Change Must Come

until there is a change from within, there can be no change on the outside surrounding you, you must live on purpose and with positive, projective, intent. Following every action, there is a reaction, be proactive and not reactive only, take control of your mind, your thoughts, and your actions, and not be simply taken away with whatever come your way, this is where the ability t discern comes in. If you don't allow your ability to discern to manifest in your life, then you will be drawn in and pushed aside by every win that comes your way,

When Things Get Hard To Bare

one of the hardest things in life to bear is for your effects to be unrecognized when you've given your all and all to the best of your ability. As a young immature girl i realized that once i became responsible for the rearing of the life of another, that my life as I once knew it was over, now my focus has to be for those lives depending upon me, and did not ask to come here, my responsibility's and obligation had to be for their well being and to provide and protect them until they come of age. It hurts to look back over the years at all the sacrifices that had to be made and hear the words coming from my child once she became of age that i was no good to her as a parent, when i thought i was doing what would appear to be the best for her. Difficult times and lack of support I'll admit life was not easy, and when things got really difficult she would always leave home and go to her godmother. She never accepted discipline or correction, and have always been very materialistic, many times i could not live up to, because i had to concentrate on the basic needs of food, clothes, and shelter, and she was never satisfied with just having to make do,so she would go to where she knew she could have her own way. there came a time when i was no longer able to care for myself and she took me in, it was clear to me that it was only because she felt obligated to, and she felt her life was being deprived, and it was just in the way, so I left as soon as I was able to do so, she was demanding that I assisted in support for the ravishing lifestyle she was determined to live, and expecting financial support from me with my limited income to sustain her elaborate life style. My case manager said to her that it was not right for her to demand support from me, and that was no way to treat your mother. I now reside between two residences, because for me to totally exclude myself from her life it would force her into a financial deficit she could not be able to hold up, and I don't want to see that happen, nor do I want to hinder her life in any way.Life for me is beginning to come together, however my life is still rather at a stand still, because in order for me to move ahead it would mean I would no longer in some respect be a rock for her to lean on, so I suppose you might say that I'm sort of stuck between a rock and a hard place, but however life goes on. She cares for me when i can able her to attain the things in life she desires to have, otherwise I serve no cause and would just be in her way. Sounds pretty rough I know, but nothing stays the same and somehow his too will change, I don't know how or when, but I just want t live a contented life and have everyone around me do the same, if that is at all possible.

http://magazine.jhsph.edu/2011/fall/online_extras/videos/origins_of_international_health/

http://magazine.jhsph.edu/2011/fall/online_extras/videos/origins_of_international_health/